Title: Nova and Quinton ~ No Regrets (Nova #3)
Author: Jessica Sorensen
Release Date: April 15th 2014
Genre: New Adult Contemporary Romance
Today is the first day of Quinton Carter’s new life. The toxic guilt of his past left him in pieces-but one girl unexpectedly put him back together. Thanks to Nova Reed, Quinton can finally see the world with clear eyes. She’s the reason his heart is still kicking behind the jagged scar on his chest. And he would love to have her in his arms every minute of the day . . . but he’s not ready yet.
Playing drums in a band and living with her best friends are just some of the highlights of Nova’s life. But the best new development? Talking to Quinton on the phone each night. She wishes she could touch him, kiss him, though she knows he needs time to heal. Yet shocking news is on the way-a reminder of life’s dark side-and Nova will need Quinton like he once needed her. Is he strong enough to take the final leap out of his broken past . . . and into Nova’s heart?
Nova and Quinton: No Regrets starts up at the moment Quinton is about to start his new life sober. Although scared, confused and uncertain of what is about to come, Quinton is still determined to make something of his new beginning. He is set to move in with his father and although he is armed with the tools he learned in rehab to deal with his emotions and difficult moments, he still can’t wrap his mind around being back home with his father and where all his problems began. Thankfully, he keeps busy, meets new people, goes to his meetings and most of all reconnects with Nova.
Nova continues to attend college and keeps busy with her job and her video diary. She’s in a good place in her life, but has never forgotten Quinton–the guy that got to her when she thought she was about done feeling anything for anybody.
Jessica Sorensen did it again by continuing Nova and Quinton’s journey of self-discovery, this time through the use of text messages, phone calls and unexpected moments. What I enjoyed most about this story was the pace of it, the special moments and the intimate confessions. I don’t think I would have accepted any other way because from the very start their connection was ever present and only continued to grow.
Once again, the emotions of both characters were at the forefront of the story bringing forth the uncertainty of Nova and Quinton’s situation, their hesitations and their struggles about the direction their lives were taking in regards to both their relationship and that of them with other people. While Quinton settled into his new life, dealing with his father, his feelings towards Nova and his struggles with the role his past was playing in his recovery, Nova was struggling with feelings of helplessness, frustration and insecurity in regards to her need to have control over her life and that of the people around her. Both Nova and Quinton experienced growth as individuals and as a couple coming to term to what they were feeling towards each other. They grew strong, showed weakness, crumbled and picked themselves up as best they could and when they finally came together and truly let go they were able to move forward in their lives.
Packed-full of emotions, revealing moments and engaging interactions, the final chapter in Nova and Quinton’s journey of healing not only brings them together romantically (finally!) it also brings along all the fear, uncertainty and peace that comes with embracing a new beginning in life. All in all, an excellent conclusion to Nova and Quinton’s story.
*I received a copy of this title through NetGalley in exchange of my honest opinion.
“I have to tell you something else, but it’s not good—it’s bad.” Before I can chicken out, I hurry and sputter, “Someone gave me a bag of meth today and I have it underneath my mattress.” As soon as I say it, I wonder why the hell I thought this was a good idea, throwing this on her. I need to stop relying on her so much—need to stand on my own two feet.
I’m about to hang up, because really it’s the only choice, but then she says, “Did you do any of it?”
“No.” My voice shakes as I grip the side of the mattress and battle to breathe evenly.
“Do you want to?” she asks calmly.
“Yes.” My voice is full of desperation.
“Are you… are you going to?” There’s a hint of worry in her tone.
“I’m not sure,” I admit. “I want to, but I also want to throw it away.”
“Then throw it away,” she says, as if it’s the easiest thing in the world to do.
“I don’t think I can.” My hands quiver just at the thought of it and I rest my forehead on the mattress, still on my knees “It feels fucking impossible.”
“Yes, you can.” She sounds so certain and I have no idea how she’s doing it—managing to sound so calm when I know she can’t be. “Just take it and dump it down the toilet. You can do this. I know you can.”
“You have too much faith in me,” I say, slipping my fingers between the bed and the mattress, fighting the urge to hang up on her and turn to what’s only inches away from my fingertips.
“No, I have the right amount,” she replies. “Now let me know when you have it and you’re headed to the bathroom. And don’t hang up on me.” It’s like she can read my mind.
I sit there forever, going back and forth with what I want and need to do. At one point I grab the bag of crystal and put it back. Then pull it out again and open it, staring at the white crystals so close I can almost taste them. But I can also hear Nova breathing on the other end. Soft and full of concern. Acting calm, when I’m sure she’s freaking out. I want to throw them away just for her, but I have to wonder if it’s possible to care for someone so much that I’d give this up. Do I care for her that much?
After a lot of deliberating, I come to one simple answer.
Yes. I care about her that much.
I get to my feet and make my way to the bathroom, not speaking. Then I lift up the toilet seat and, shutting my eyes, I tip the bag over, pour the contents into the water, and flush them down.
“Did you do it?” Nova asks at the sound of the flushing.
I press my lips together, resting back against the bathroom wall, realizing how sweaty I am and how much I’m gasping for air. “I did.”
“See, I knew you could do it,” she says with relief in her voice. “I knew you’d do the right thing.”
The right thing? Is that what I just did? Sometimes it feels like it is, but there are other times when it feels like what I’m doing is so wrong and disrespectful to Lexi. But through the right and wrong, there’s always one thing that gives me hope and that’s Nova. She’s what keeps me going.
The Nova Series
Breaking Nova (Nova #1)
Saving Quinton (Nova #2)
About the Author
The New York Times and USA Today bestselling author, Jessica Sorensen, lives in the snowy mountains of Wyoming. When she’s not writing, she spends her time reading and hanging out with her family.